Senin, 12 Mei 2014

Domino’s Breakdown

As I realized, time flew so fast. Things that looked so bright back those days seem dull, by any chance will disappear before these eyes. Seeing the others with their own wonderful achievement, somehow not really worked to set up a fire in this heart nowadays. Maybe, I’ve get used to thing that called ‘failness’…

Well, that’s not what I really wanted to say though. Some parts might be true but I just don’t want to be looked down being so naïve with such hopeless quote. I mean, even now, I’m still able to look at the sky while imagining my future ahead. “I’m fine…”, such single words seem a lie for myself, but by thinking so I’m trying to keep going forth. That’s true, I’m not fine, but those memories that create today’s myself, I won’t let go off by running away. I won’t run away, though this domino’s breakdown keep chasing me, I’ll build a super deluxe and unbreakable glass wall to separate me from it yet still able to take a look over. That glass wall, I’m on the process of collecting the materials to build it now. Little by little, sooner or later, I’ll find myself being able to overcome things wisely and completely satisfied with the efforts I’ve done. That state of happiness, I’m looking forward to it :)

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