“As I realized, time flew so fast. Things that looked so
bright back those days seem dull, by any chance will disappear before these
eyes. Seeing the others with their own wonderful achievement, somehow not really
worked to set up a fire in this heart nowadays. Maybe, I’ve get used to thing
that called ‘failness’…”
Well, that’s not what I really wanted to say though. Some
parts might be true but I just don’t want to be looked down being so naïve with
such hopeless quote. I mean, even now, I’m still able to look at the sky while
imagining my future ahead. “I’m fine…”, such single words seem a lie for
myself, but by thinking so I’m trying to keep going forth. That’s true, I’m not
fine, but those memories that create today’s myself, I won’t let go off by
running away. I won’t run away, though this domino’s breakdown keep chasing me,
I’ll build a super deluxe and unbreakable glass wall to separate me from it yet
still able to take a look over. That glass wall, I’m on the process of
collecting the materials to build it now. Little by little, sooner or later,
I’ll find myself being able to overcome things wisely and completely satisfied
with the efforts I’ve done. That state of happiness, I’m looking forward to it :)
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